17 September 2008

No one checks you out when you have cancer.

I'm not myself.

I miss my old body.

I have never been this fat. I'm developing a double chin.

I miss my long hair. It's falling out non-stop now, but you can't tell if you look at my head. It's so annoying and I can't stand it anymore. I guess I should be happy I'm not bald.

I'm worn out.

I started taking the bus to work on Monday. It sucks.

Yesterday, I was waiting to take the bus home and I noticed a guy walk by and check me out. Normally this wouldn't be such a big deal, but I realized it hadn't happened in SO long. Yeah, I feel pretty unattractive these days.

Oh yeah, and my pants don't fit anymore.

No comments: